Chapter 1: As I opened my eyes looking at the sealing , having jumbled up uncertainties like an infinite paradox about the lameness of my life. Got off the bed and started to get ready. HUH the same old day, oh damn I am getting late. Rushed to the port oh God i bet i will be fired from the job, today is the day of the inauguration of the port, and i was assigned the duty to manage all the deliveries . As i reached the port ahmed my supervisor standing in front of the office with raging eyes ready to smash me, without any second thought . I stood in front of him ready to take the scolding. well I got what I deserved but my thoughts were different at that time thinking is it really my fault why is he nagging so much oh gosh he is retarded, I am retarded this life is retarded. After the harsh lecture from ahmed I went straight to my office sat on the chair and started to question myself and my life. Why am I alone do a person like me really should exist, what is the meaning of my ...